5.31.2017

Garden Babe

We took a trip to a beautiful museum today! Part of the MET, The Cloisters focuses on Medieval art. They have a beautiful garden and its perfect for photos!











5.26.2017

Nude-ish

LOVING THIS SUMMER KIM K INSPIRED LOOK!
ITS HARD SOMETIMES TO WEAR OUTFITS LIKE THIS WHEN YOU HAVE A BIG ASS TUMMY LIKE MINE. MINE IS BIGGER THAN ITS EVER BEEN AND ITS WEIRD TO ME HONESTLY BECAUSE IT WAS NEVER THE AREA I WAS WORRIED ABOUT. BUT EVEN SO, IM LEARNING TO LOVE IT AND NOT BE ASHAMED. ITS NOT FAIR TO FEEL LIKE I CANT WEAR WHAT I WANT, TO FEEL FREE. BELIEVE ME ITS HARD. PEOPLE STARE. THEY LAUGH. THEY MAKE ME WANT TO STAY HOME, WEAR SWEATS, BUT WE SHOULDNT LET IT STOP US. WE HAVE TO FIGHT THE URGE TO LOCK THE DOORS AND STAY IN BED. ONCE YOU LET THAT HAPPEN TOO MANY TIMES IT TURNS INTO DEPRESSION, IT TURNS INTO HATING YOURSELF, IT TURNS INTO LOSS OF CONFIDENCE AND FEELING LESS THAN WORTHY. FIGHT BACK. YOU GOT THIS.




TOP Nude body suit with sleeves
TOP Bodysuit i'm wearing (size 1x)

SKIRT Skirt (wearing 3x)

HEELSStrappy high heel
HEELS LOW Heel

HOOPS Metallic hoops

HIGHLIGHTER Opal cream
POWDER HIGHLIGHTER Powder on top


5.10.2017

Urban or whateva

whatever i guess im a blogger model or whatever. everyone talks about not labeling people
how they don't want to be labeled, but they label others. we have to be what those labels are.
I guess. people will say shes not signed, shes not a model. she hasn't paid her dues.
they write youre just a "blogger" wont give you the credit of all the work you put in.

sweatpants
bodysuit
heels
denim jacket
highlighter


meanwhile I work hard af. I do everything myself.